Last Saturday was already heavy.
We had just gotten back from a house fire in District 4—I was barely in the shower when another call came through. Engine 6 was dispatched to an accident on Highway 58. Nothing major at first glance, but those are often the ones that stay with you.
When we got on scene, it was clear this wasn’t just another traffic call.
A car had been involved in a crash. Inside was a young mother—pregnant—and her three small children, all under the age of seven. She was panicked, overwhelmed, and in visible pain, holding her back and stomach. Her words tumbled out between sobs, and you could feel the fear in every breath.
Her daughters—two big girls and a baby—were still in the backseat. The older two were shaken but okay. But the youngest? She was screaming—red-faced, inconsolable.
I leaned into the car, gently unbuckled her, and pulled her into my arms. Quick exam. No injuries. Just fear and confusion in a body too small to understand what just happened.
And then, something happened.
She rested her head on my shoulder.
She melted into me like I was familiar—like maybe, just for a moment, I was safety.
The scene around us stayed busy—officers talking to mom, medics prepping the stretcher. But the baby and I sat down on the bumper of the truck and just… breathed.
She fell asleep on my chest.
In the middle of the noise, the chaos, the flashing lights—that tiny soul found rest.
Her mother was transported to the hospital. My crew stayed with the other children until a relative arrived to take them home. But I stayed there, holding that baby, because sometimes the most important thing you can offer isn’t gear or training or orders—it’s presence. A calm voice. A steady arm. A quiet moment of peace when everything else feels like it’s falling apart.
There are a lot of reasons we do this job.
The adrenaline. The challenge. The calling.
But this? This moment?
This is why I do the job.